life has been difficult recently, and has caused me to shy away from my practices. i feel like i need some sort of jumpstart, any suggestions?

Have you gone through our ranks with your guardian, and figured out whos strength is strongest? Hail Belial!

i am in Kodiak, but its a hop skip and a jump

For a while now, ive been searching the internet for some clue as to what has been happening to me, now ive come here for an answer if possible. I have recently begun to hear distant and muffled voices, one seemingly male, one more female sounding. As well as my own thoughts, aloud but...

After finally ending up with the guy i had been pining over, he did the only thing i dreaded, and began to ignore me. this, naturally is driving me nuts, so ive decided to exact my revenge by setting a thoughtform in his car, as well as placing a sexual energy his direction. here in lies my...

Twice now I've posted and had none make it to the board. Only one out of three have been circulated. One, being a response to a response. The other, being a query into Michael ford, and his theroy. I do not give credit to him as of yet, however i'd like to get the input of others.

At one point in life I had no doubt in myself. I knew what I was capable of, and how to use it. As I grow older and have met people FAR stronger then I am, I starting to feel that my self dount is effecting my ability to grow. I'm losing my edge...and I need it back. I had the most alpha...

Welcome those who have joined. Keep in mind we are adults and should behave as such. Hope to learn from my peers. Syd Vortex

Anyone else get the feeling that their emotions become a hazard to those around them. For example, Most of my life I have had the wonderful ability to manifest my anger (Not by choice always) in ways that are directly tied to those who had angered me. If I stew about something somebody said to...