I cant seem to view my own messages, or understand yahoo at all, as i look into this, into satan i hurt more and more like, something is trying to prevent me from learning or something i don't know. I do know everytime i plead to "god", and sometimes when i stop trying to learn the pain lessens...

Ive read a lot of what was on the sight and, it makes a lot of sense to me, I'm pretty much past the point of questioning which side is right. Mainly because, i feel physical pain when i try to mentally side with satan or look into it, which often goes away when i stop, plead, or do something...