Would father be mad if I were to join the army? I live in Canada so it would be the Canadian Forces. I just can't help wondering if he would be disappointed. I have good reasons for wanting to go, should I ask Father Satan in a ritual? I still want to complete the magnum opus and fight for...

I am still a beginner, but what I thought was that maybe it was a message that either you should try getting closer to our Father, or you need to meditate and put up your aura of protection more, maybe even do the protection ritual on JoS, or perhaps it has something to do with a past life and...