I am new here, have gone through the website. I currently am an atheist, but have always have had that feeling that someone was actually there for me. After a large bit of reading, and research, I think that it is truly Satan that is there for me. Although, I am nervous, very nervous, I have...

Hello there, I am very new here and have done very extensive reading on JoS. I think what I am going to try and convey, is that this is all very frightening, I begin thinking of how amazing it will be to finally find where I will be welcomed, and be able to be a better person, someone Satan...