For almost a year I have been under constant attacks and I did all sorts of workings to heal. Nothing worked. I also prayed a lot and still got no help.

I'm leaving JoS. I can't do warfare anymore. The enemy curses are too strong, my defenses too weak or non existent and I lack the capacity to build them. I also want to avoid a few idiots that are as bad as the rabbis cursing me. As of the moment I'm writing this it is the last time I'm...

You have wrote the most useless posts in this thread.

How many times do I have to make clear that I lack focus of mind without which meditation is impossible?

I had this problem and more since before becoming vegetarian and I don't see how this can affect my thoughts. And I like I said I can't do void.

I did a bit of pranayama but I got tired of it. I managed to do it only because I was listening to music. Focusing on the breath and nothing more can't be done.

I need focus for void meditation.

I have this, yes.

It is close to impossible for me to focus. Especially when it comes to visualization, I do it for a few seconds than my mind goes places.

They're doing a good job in preserving the US constitution and especially the Antichristian First Amendment but they can do only so much against the international jew.

Jack leads and Aquarius follows. Cap this.

I do it on my altar where I have Her sigil and when I burn it I think of Her.

I don't see the schedule near the notifications.

I already know all of this and I'm acting in accordance to this knowledge as much as my body and mind allow me. What I'm talking about is something more personal.

I meant sacred* rite. Our RTRs are sacrifices too and I'm already doing those, even if at the time less so.