After I wrote that and went into my room I got a slap in the face (not literally) and started thinking why in the world am I sad about this? You want people to know the truth and expose the idiocy of Christianity right? Do your meditations and spread the word! Realizing how stupid I was being I...

You can start with power meditations that are listed on the JOS website. Don't do anything that you aren't ready for (advanced rituals and such) Start with what you're comfortable with and it does take time to build a strong relationship, things won't happen overnight. Especially if you've been...

I used to watch the show. My personal opinion is that the main investigator (I forgot his name :) ) said he never believed in ghosts so I think he just does this for confirmation. I don't know if anyone else who's watched the show ever saw when they were using that stupid spirit box thing and...

What do you mean actually be a Satanist? Though, after writing that message on here and going back into my room something just hit me. I literally sat up and said out loud "why am I so upset? I made a mistake, so get up and fix it, crying won't help!" That realization happened automatically and...

Worked! Thanks. Though I had to use the last of my money. Worth it though HAIL SATAN!!! On Sunday, September 21, 2014 3:58 AM, "David Judd mxjudd49@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   <td colspan="1" rowspan="1" val[/IMG]One thing...

Sadly, I don't live in a two story house :( But after reading all the messages I sent on here I went into my room and just talked. Not knowing if anyone was listening and the second I stopped talking; I don't know what triggered it because I didn't hear anything. I sat right up and immediately...

Out of anger I told an enemy worshiper that I unfortunately have to live with that I was a Satanist. She wouldn't stop going into my room; the one place I have away from them and their lies. The words just came out! If I would've kept my mouth shut she wouldn't have gone into my room again...

I said I was a Satanist out of anger. A hardcore worshiper of the enemy who I unfortunately have to live with kept going into my room after I told them not to. I don't want anyone or anything associated with the enemy in pretty much the only safe haven I have in this house.  She started yelling...

Yes :) After I sent that message I realized how stupid I was being. I feel so much better after just talking and meditating. Ugh, the stupid enemy is trying to get into my head! I really need to strengthen my meditation skills.  On Thursday, September 18, 2014 3:50 AM, "shadowsage99@...

I just wish I would've kept quiet. Them maybe she wouldn't have gone into my room and destroyed everything I had.  On Thursday, September 18, 2014 3:27 AM, "mgt4lfe@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   The only people I keep my...

I felt so stupid after posting this. I went into my room for a few minutes and just talked, not knowing if my Guardian Demon was there or listening or anyone really. Then it just hit me and when I realized what I'd done I felt so stupid! Why in the world should I be focusing on past mistakes...

Satanic music isn't death metal like most people think. Father Satan is an expert at the violin and flute. The story behind the song is that Lord Satan appeared to a man named Tartini in a dream and was playing a song so beautiful that when he woke up he tried to re create the sound, but...

I'm in the same boat you are when talking about Hitler. I agree with him, but I don't agree with him. I was raised Christian too and it's hard to force out all the lies that have been fed to you. I say do your research and do what feels right. You can't pick and choose what parts of Satanism you...

Thank you. I kind of understand now. Guess I need to re read the sermons on the website lol.  On Sunday, August 10, 2014 1:34 PM, "eu71992@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:   Aryan is the name of a gentile person who is perfecting...

Thank you so much. And the hit wasn't too hard. It was almost like something an older sibling would do to a younger one if they said or did something embarrassing or stupid. Defiantly got my attention! And, sorry about all the questions, this may be awkward, but I know it's ok to be sexually...