It has been my wish for some moths now to be able to make my own ritual robes, and now it looks like I will be able to! My man's mom is a talented seamstress, but she refuses to make ritual robes for her 2 sons and I, though we all have requested. It isn't that she prevents us from proacticing...

I would like to give many thanks to Lucifer. I have been undergoing economic struggles, and it got to the point where I was forced to choose between being able to make my car payment and keeping my boyfriend. Needless to say, I was distressed. I kept praying that something would help me get out...

I'm sure many of you read my post about Lady Gaga's "Alejandro." This prompted me to do more research. Vigilantcitizen.com has numerous articles about this. Rather than repeat it because there are so much proof and explanation. She isn't a Satanist, but a puppet of the Illuminati. She, Beyonce...

Last night I had a terrible nightmare. I'm hoping its just because I READ about people being attacked by ETs that I felt like I was being attacked by one. It was the paralasis many people speak of, and eventually I woke up screaming. My man doesn't think it was a real attack because he was...

The man whose seed I sprung from decided to worry his dieing father about me.. I received a letter from my grandpa saying that he is really worried about me and ended it saying he is going to keep me in his preyers.. I've been trying to avoid this!! What are all the things I need to be aware...

Watch the video, expecially middle to the end. I've tried posting in depth posts about the content, but it hasn't been approved. I have no clue why because the themes are SS in nature. Watch for yourself, I'm probably not the only one surprised by this. Hail Satan!! 88!!! Hail Khil!! Hail...

I watch a lot of documentaries on the History and Discovery channels. Today I was watching Ancient Aliens, and this particular episode was about civilizations being found under the ocean. Not just one, but many. They are dating back to the times that we previously thought humans were still cave...

This year I have costumes, for different parties. One of them is a sexy Satanic "Nun" with which I wear a "playful nun" costume with a beatiful inverted cross necklace, bone thighhighs, heels and and corpse paint! The second one is way better because it is a good converstaion starter, only if...

What are some effective meditations to help get out of depression? I know that all of them help somewhat, but I need to know if there are some that will help when I get into lowww lows. My problem is that when I get too deep it becomes impossible to get into a trance, or focus very well. I'm...

I've been trying to hold off posting a message like this, and I appologise for this going to everyone else's inbox. My curiosity, like usual ;) got the best of me. If there are any Spiritual Satanists in Southern Cali let me know! I'm reletively close to Riverside. Hopefully someone will...

If we die, by our own hand, or another, and we haven't completed the Magnum Opus would we be reincarnated, even if we don't want to be? Does anyone know if we are given a choice in the matter? I've been told that until we reach the Magnum Opus we will be reincarnated until that mission is...

I had a wonderful meditation session today, and I was able to find the identity of my succubus. Her name is Gomory (also Gamori and Gremory). She is of the same element as I, and her candle color is my favorate color. It is also the color of a very related chakra ;) I have decided I want to get...

I have an openly (obnoxious) kike professor who seems to bring religion into CPR and 1st Aid every chance she gets.. She has even admitted to lieing to her xtian neighbors claiming her family is "Jews for Jesus" crock of shit Jew lies come out of her moutch every class and I'd had enough, so I...

I got the impression that because Jews have been genetically altered by Greys and they are not Gentiles, so they cannot become Gods, even if they learn the truth. I haven't found anything on JoS about this and was hoping someone could confirm whether or not it is possible. Hail Satan! Hail...

I have been working on my hand chakras by doing the hand chakra meditation and I am loving the progress. I haven't been a Satanist in this life for very long, and I've found this meditation to me be very encouraging. Its the 1st meditation that I was able to actually *feel* the energy my hand...