Is there another way to open my 3rd eye without the vibration I have a speach problem and can't make the th sound in Thoth

I can't realy perform the ritual to open my 3rd eye because I have a speach problem I can't say Thoth it just comes out as fof what should I do

i just preformed the dedication ritual never felt so great HAIL SATAL

After I'm done with the ritual what do I do with the ashes

--- In [email protected], "s3rg10wuzhere" <s3rg10wuzhere@... wrote: Alpha means leader and the person with the bird head kind of reminds me of rah the egyption sun god

I'm haveing alot of trouble doing the meditations my parents are always breathing down my neck and I have to brothers who tell them every thing I do So my question is how do I meditate with out them knowing?

--- In [email protected], "sorzial" <shadow.slade@... wrote: i have dreamt of somthing simaler i was standing in a desert and my brother was standing across from me he charges at me and i tackle him and break his neck my brother is a catholic it freaked me out

How do I know what color my aura is

This doesn't realy have to do with satanism just me fucking with the church I bought some red contacts online and vampire teeth and wore them to church they offered me that blood of Christ shit so I drank it and spat the shit on the floor should have seen there face HAIL SATAN

im haveing trouble performing the dedicdation ritual because every time i see blood i faint is there anyway i can get around the blood part

I want to deticate my life to Satan but I'm scared and don't know why I feel like a pansy