taol, yes they recently went through every single little thing in my room. A bunch of things I kept in boxes were out, etc. Parents denied it. Thought I had at least a bit of privacy but I do not. I will still find a way to make it work though.iorost, a few of those things you listed happened to...

Much thanks brothers/sisters. I have one more question :( is it disrespectful that I've had to throw my Satanic things away? (Candles, rosary, etc) to keep my family from seeing them? :( I meant absolutely no disrespect but I had to do it because my family would've seen the rest of my stuff...

I don't know how to start this.. :( I haven't been active in Satanism for 2 years since I've dedicated and it makes me feel horrible. I've gone through a lot since then. Every time I would make any spiritual progress I'd be constantly attacked. I'd be attacked so much that eventually I just...