So, I've been studying satanism for at least 5 hours now. I knew it was for me. I just made a commitment to Father Satan in my Astral Temple. (Im underage and living with my christian mother so i know i wont be able to do the actual ritual until im 18.) But since i started studying Satanism, ive...

Hello. I found Satanism and knew it was for me. I spent around 5 hours studying it before making my commitment to Satan. During all this i have felt many emotions. Happiness, a sense of belonging, reassurance ect. But the longer i studied and wanted more and more to have a relationship with...