If any of you know what a Buddha board is and know how to use it do you know if you can use it to communicate with the gods? Hail Satan

Does anyone know about a Demon named Abraxas? I feel like he is my GD, his name keeps hitting me and when ever I hear it I feel some type of energy, if he is I also think he is trying to communicate with me but I'm not open enough. Any one know anything about him? Hail Satan

I understand you can have a Demon lover but what I am confused about is if they are meant for you as a permanent lover or if it is a choice? If anyone can help that will be great. Hail Satan and all the gods of Duat

Hey I'm new here, are you still accepting questions?