I was told that I must let go of love and fear to proceed. How am I supposed to do that? When I love her too much, and am afraid to lose her. I was then told that I must be willing to turn my back, to let go, on those that I love and care for. So I ask you all: How can I do this, when ALL that...

Ok, something happened to me on June 23, 2010. I was in my astral castle (sorry, but its not a temple to me), and was performing the twin serpent meditation. Everything went smoothly. I felt my chakras burn, and I was filled with energy. Once the serpents reached my crown chakra, I felt another...