Cernunnos.... who is that? i kept getting images of fur and horns, and 4 leaf clovers :/ help!! is he my guardian demon? does he exist?

--- In [email protected], SamanthaA Zombie <evil_zombie_killa@... wrote: i come from a xtian background and many times the "pastor" told my father that i was possessed.I suffered years of depression and intended suicide numerous times.Since i was child i was never really interested in...

so recently i have been going through some problems ( i been asking Father Satan to guide me through) and i was speaking with my mother and she accepts that i am a satanist. i am very happy that she does because i know most parents are not understanding when it comes to their kid's beliefs ...

:| so i discovered my aura color... it is indigo with some magenta.. then someone told me my aura had a red overlay... wtf does this mean??? :[

Today I dedicated my soul to Father Satan :D as i was preforming the ritual the dogs went crazy barking outside my door... i continued almost till the end and as i was about to finish the fire alarms went off! i got as far as signing my name in blood and burning the paper but it didn't...