yeah ummm i have a questionfor anybody that wants to answer sooo yeah ummm how exactly am i supose to get a guardian demon??? im new at this sooo i relly need help.

ummm yeah im new at being satanic.its actually going great.anyways i have a few questions. heres one: what exactly do i do when i meditate ???? and im not really able to do things that involve me being satanic because my family is all catholic and what not soo yeah is it bad not being able to do...