Can you provide the link to the website Jake? Would like to see it for myself. Thanks. Hail Satan

Keep those truthful comments to yourself thanks. I've had a gutfull of that shit. Which is why I spew bullshit on the forum. Yes the bathroom late at night is the only opportunity I get to do anything, because a 43 year old has no personal freedom. But my thoughts and feelings are in such...

Dear Friend I thought I had made myself clear. Obviously not. When you go to bed at night do you have a relative of yours that sleeps in your room on a couch? Its not even a proper bed. It's a couch. No you don't have a relative that sleeps on a couch in your room. And you don't have him...

Dear Friends Someone in the gay satanist group asked me what I was doing to empower myself as a satanist besides begging Hell for help on a daily basis. I've decided to post my response to that also in this group to give all of you a clearer picture of what I face here. These things are hard...

Dear Friend There is little I can do beyond praying in the bathroom very late at night when everyone is asleep as it is the only place I get any privacy. Yes this is true the sad fact is that this is all true. Failing that when I'm in bed asleep I create 'places' or 'rooms' in my mind and...

Dear Friends Not so long ago I found the joyofsatan website and did away with all my fear and embraced father. It was a sigh of great relief for me. But all this is in secret for I am like a prisoner in a house full of roman catholic religion. No I'm not a schoolkid but a 43 year old gay man...

Dear Friends Not so long ago I found the joyofsatan website and did away with all my fear and embraced father. It was a sigh of great relief for me. But all this is in secret for I am like a prisoner in a house full of roman catholic religion. No I'm not a schoolkid but a 43 year old gay man...