Thanks, I understand. Although I don't like to think so i guess im at my most vulnerable right now. I was going to meditate last night and felt a deep fear suddenly set in and felt dehydrated (though I wasn't) I decided not to meditate (darn!) and decided on breathing in white gold protective...

This post is going to be about me and my new found joy. It's fairly long. So if you do not wish to read please skip to the last paragraph. Hey my names Andy and have been brought up in a Christian home all my life, I was forced to church but always believed there's something not right about...