I dedicated my soul to satan some time ago, i pray everyday for something to show me it's real. Nothing has happend i need to know it's real

Hi all, I'm new here :) As many others, I am wondering about the dedication ritual used to make a formal commitment to Satan. I really wish to do this, but the main obstacle is the burning of the paper where the prayer is written on. I'm aware of this being a sign of respect, but having a...