I was wondering: does anyone here revere Lilith the demon-goddess as I do? To me she represents the feminine side of the Satanic divine, the wife of Satan/Lucifer. I know that Luciferians view her this way and I have Luciferian leanings and I also highly revere the divine feminine in general. I...

I completely agree w/ the poster who suggested for you to get professional help. Severe depression and suicidal feelings are VERY urgent problems and need to be addressed as soon as possible. I would somehow get in contact with a doctor, nurse, etc. if you're not already seeing one. If you do...