Due to my parents and having to move, keeping ashes was a no-no. I also didn't see that keeping ashes was a must three years ago. Maybe it was recently revised? On a phone, can't check. Sent from my LG phone hailbelphagor <no.state@... wrote:

Note that the ritual I did last night was not the dedication ritual. I did that three years ago, and had (undedicate) six months later after that point. There was a two and a half year gap between then and now since doing anything. Last nights ritual was to try and say sorry, and to ask for...

They were lost and probably disrespectfully destroyed when I moved from Indiana, to Wisconsin. There may be a chance they're in an old folder, but most likely in horrible condition. I read through a few sermons of Maxine and in there, about demons, is to write a request, hold a ritual and burn...

Bloody hell, mate. Your middle statement made me tear up a bit, as it hit me square on the head on what I've been struggling with. One of the goals I have with Satanism is to build a relationship with Satan and the other demons, to combat my every night lonliness. Through my entire life, I've...