Thank you for your replies. I think you are right, I can see this going wrong in the future. When she found out I was atheist, she told me I needed to change because I was going to burn. I wouldnt be able to hold back if "my love" started to abuse my true love (father). Ever since I decided...

Hello brothers and sisters, Its been a while since I've posted here but I have been reading the messages from my smartphone.... but anyway. I live in a very xian society and satanists are VERY hard to come by. I have not met a single satanist that lives within a 5 mile radius of my...

I have slacked for long enough! To the point of where I was becoming a burden to father! But no more, I have made a new meditation plan: Purification Rite (Orgasm) Yoga (Very hard for me since I am "tight" from all my weight training) Breathing Exercises (1 & 3) Opening the Soul (7 main...

Is there anything I can do to increase my pain tolerance and threshold? What about getting rid of my fear of pain?? Hail Satan!

Hey brothers and sisters in truth, I have been looking more into the SWP, It looks as though it could greatly help me with my concentration and trance problems - the problem is I have already started more advanced techniques and meditations. If I start the training program (since it says not...

Thanks a lot for your reply. I completely agree with you and reading your reply I wish I had reacted differently instead of giving him the old stare down, it doesnt help that I can get really aggressive and angry easily (generally I am nice to everyone though - I just have a reaaally bad side)...

Hey brethren, Its been along time since I have posted here. I have linked my new smartphone to my email account so I can check the mail here on my phone. I normally check them when I have spare time, normally on the bus. Today however was different. I was on my way home on the bus looking...

I meditated on my throat chakra today, I did energy breathing, ez spining (at speed of light) and I tried expanding it too. During the session i started to notice a soreness in my throat and this has lasted throughout the whole day. It does not pain seriously but i feel a minor soreness when...

I tried past life regression today, but i had no luck. First of all my breathing was all over the place (the 6 counts were not equal - I had to sync the counts with my heartbeat which didnt help cause my hbs kept fluctuating) and my body felt itchy, i managed to let it go but it was a big...

How can I decrease the time it takes me to go into trance to under a minute or so? I want to practice for the evil eye technique.

Hi brethren, The weather in London is dismal and right now, so is the amount happiness in heart. Today in psychology we watched a video on a woman with DID (disociative identity disorder - aka Multiple Personality Disorder). Aparently she had been abused by a "satanic" ocult. This quote...

Hi brothers and sisters, I am a sixteen year old dedicated satanist and I want to start the magnum opus. I really want to achieve godhood before 2012 and it seem I do not have enough time. The JoS states that one must be out of puberty, well this isn't clear enough for me. The following...

I found this soooo funny! I can just picture whole situation. But I have to agree with Drew, that was going tooooo far. The last thing you want to do is give them the wrong impression of father, we get enough of that from dabblers who learn the hard way...

Since I dedicated to Satan at a young age and have only started developing my soul at late-teenhood is it too late to reach godhead? Or is there enough time?

What can happen if things go wrong?