i am new but kinda i have not really meditatded alotor done anything really i want to i want too be fully dedicated but how can i when family and friends around me are of the nazorine whats worse is everytime i am near a church and in the homes of friends and families i get chills and tingles...

if they ask i say "for you it might be something bad but for me its everything but i dont believe in ur type of godif u say u dont believe in god or dont have a religion they do ask more and speek to why dont u believe in god u get the ones who wanna preach to u about everything and u just wanna...