If you have experienced despair, helpless crying, screaming, and no one to help you, you will feel numbness, difficulty feeling positive emotions, and reluctance to become emotional. For many years I was depressed, and I hated negative emotions. Who but me has ever experienced crying and...

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Have you done the dedication ritual? You are a member if you are dedicated. :)

Being jewish or not doesn't depend on whether one is worrying or how others think. If one is a gentile, he doesn't need to be told he isn't jewish. It is easy to overcome the feeling of worry and fear as long as they struggle. Be practical and realistic and seek truth from facts.

Try to get answers through meditation instead of worrying or asking what others think. If you are not a Jew, meditate hard and you will know the answer to this question in about a year. Even if you don't get the answer, you'll gain enough strength to resist the feeling of worry. If this is an...

Calm down. At least you have your guardian protects you. I have went through many sufferings alone, no one ever helped me a bit. :) You'd better not have any negative feelings. Don't feel shame or worry because these feelings is of no benifit to you and will hurt you. Ignore these feelings. I...

A few days ago, I had a dream that I might be meditating. I lay down and the feeling of energy passing through my body was so strong that my body trembled violently. I don't know what happened.It wasn't a lucid dream, but it wasn't a normal dream either. I was probably just a wave of energy...

I got a Satanic community administrator account. It belongs to a closed country...Of course, I spent some money. I'm the only Administrator. The community gets 1,000 visits, 300 check-ins a day. So I thought, maybe I can use this to do something useful for Satanism. Any Suggestions?

I'm certainly not a completely emotional person, but I'm also not a completely rational person. I believe my feelings, but not completely. That's why I didn't believe satan had left me. That's why I'm still looking for the truth. I know how to control my emotions. But when I lose control of my...

What I truly care is reality. You may think Satan hasn't left me, but it doesn't mean reality. I have no fear about cruel reality, so just tell me the truth. ...Anyway I trust you. I don't want to make mistakes anymore. Of course I know I'd better believe that Satan hasn't left me. No matter...

I'm dying..How to save my life.I'm sorry for everything.

No.......Why?? I don't want to be Satan's enemy... But my mind is so evil and dirty... I don't want to be like this....... I am wrong... sorry:(:(... what can I do? I don't want Satan hates me.

I don't know...I thought I didn't do anything disrespect but I have a bad feeling. I was in deep depression and wanted Satan to leave me so that I can suicide and totally die...But afterwards my depression gone and I'm worrying whether Satan realized my wish. Though I did nothing except weeping...

I hope so. But I don't know my fate, let alone take control of it. It is better to die when life is a disgrace. There is no other way. I was about to say something but I think no one cares about it. So I just shut up. You never know how desperate I am. I trust Satan won't make unjust...