Oh I know it is. But the only problem with it, is that I never really asked for one. I simply have been wanting to live my life freely and to my own accord. Because it was pressured so heavily on me, I started to go along with it and try to trick myself into thinking that is what I wanted...

Just so you know, and from my own experience, committing suicide or "taking your own life" has it's way of really setting you back a few notches. My survived suicide attempt was an enormous mistake. Not only did it greatly damage the body I had, weaken my soul, but the hospitalization that...

One of my favorite cartoons growing up was Dragonball Z, and the primary reason I got into Spiritual Satanism was for power. Seeing cartoons like Dragonball Z I've always had a fascination and great desire to learn how to do the same sort of stuff shown in that cartoon, like the Kamehameha wave...

Even through much of my craziness (usually to let out something that's been repressed in my uniquely "contructive" way) I know many of you have rolled through, through the good times, the bad times, and the downright ugly times, I love how many of you put sincere effort into your support even...