i have been wanting to enter into a relationship with a demoness for a long time, but i am under-psychically empowered and such, but i know that lucid dreams are like incredibly deep trance-states.
so i ask,
what is lucid-dream sex with a demoness like?
and how can you be sure its a...
just simply finding a point, and staring at it while breathing and what-not.
is this an excellent means of meditation or so?
i am not entirely the best at visualization meditations,
so i am hoping to find alternatives that can help build me psychically and all that.
any other ideas...
now this,
i wonder and have wondered on for some time
can you vibrate or speak all of the mantras/chants in your mind?
been reading about the incredible "satanaman" mantra and how its powerful even when said mentally.
just something i have been wondering, some say that speaking outloud can be equal to speaking mentally, but i wonder this due to how i will sometimes attempt to communicate with demons either ways.
i keep having these awful impulsive thoughts that are rather unwilling and unwanted yet they keep coming about.
they bother me truly because of how often offensive or insulting they can be, i have no intention to think such things or have any desire of any kind to be offensive or insulting...
i am asking,
from your experience what are the things to do, and things to not do?
also,
if you summon a succubus but do not sense her,
does she just go away?
i was wondering what the benefits of holding your self during masturbation or sex? "holding yourself" as in, working up to orgasm and ejaculation but then preventing it from happening until finally allowing it to happen after denying it some few times.
i had attempted a ritual to summon a succubus some few days ago, but i am still to under-psychically developed and all that.
but in the ritual i wanted monogamy, and am very paranoid that the ritual had gone through, but with me being unaware i would not know so if i were to go through with...