Here it is. Yeah elitist BS, typical. JOS clearly isn't for me then, I'm just an independent SS at this point. I would delete my account if I could figure out how. I'll just join a different community that doesn't gatekeep things that are so prevalent in other paths.
That doesn't even make sense. Assuming most people start their journey around 16-20, add 40 years to that and you're 56 to 60 years old minimum. Why would anyone want to wait that long to start a relationship? If I was still single at 50 I would give up. Not that it would ever be my situation...
*shrugs* No relationship with a human man has ever satisfied me. I'm in a place now where I feel a lot better emotionally and spiritually. I've grown as a person, found real happiness and that's all that really matters to me.
The JOS site specifically goes into Incubi and Succubi. I verified. I have seen mental health professionals and have not been diagnosed with any schizophrenia or personality disorders. I believe you and I just have a different personal gnosis.
I came across the JOS site around 14 years ago, which would make me 14 years old at that time. I fully dedicated myself to Satan a year later. I asked him for someone to protect me, as I was growing up in an abusive home and was awfully bullied in school. Satan assigned a young lesser demon...