I was diagnosed with PTSD, BPD, anxiety, and depression by multiple psychiatrists. Meditating has helped me heal from past experiences and learn more about myself and how my mind works, and has allowed me to, I guess rewire my brain, so my anxiety has lessened as well, and its easier to combat...

I do void meditations and auras of protection every time I meditate, these dreams are just strange. I'm always either being attacked, sometimes by what I recognize as an unseen force, or something I can see, or Im being hunted and in the process of being brutally murdered before someone wakes me...

Lately, and even in the beginning, whenever I fall asleep after meditating, even if I meditated hours before, I have the worst night terrors. Growing up I had them due to PTSD, but they lessened to like once a year up until I started doing the 40 day Meditation. Now its more frequent, and I can...

From my perspective, you're determining your value based on whether or not you have a relationship. We all have our struggles, we all have difficult situations in life, and we all deal with negativity. Its about how we react to the negativity thats important. Maybe you arent able to have a...

So I have a question. I started dating my boyfriend months before finding the JoS website and realizing that spiritual satanism is the right and true way of life. He and I have discussed religion and he knows that I never believed the christian god to be the one true god, and that it always felt...

I found the link to the 40 day self empowerment programm and it is what I have been looking for. Just the right way to start. I dont have anyone to talk to or teach me about this and I really want to do everything the right way. The joy of ministries website is extremely helpful I just get...

Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them...

Throughout my life, Ive encountered strangers who called themselves mediums who knew things about myself and experiences that no one else knows. They told me I have a powerful energy that is attracting darkness and demons to me, and out of fear I used every bit of energy I could to cast them...