Yes, absolutely. It's on my post history, I believe. Something attacked me on the second day post conversion, I freaked the fuck out, I come from an Agnostic standpoint and I refused to believe in all of the things that I today know are real. I still see it from time to time, specially at night...

Hello, before I try to explain what's been happening I need to add that ever since I did the conversion ritual I have felt (since the second day, as you can tell from my post history) a cold presence around me in my room. It doesn't feel bad, it feels calm. That being said, I did get to see a...

I did manage to change it, I had read about this earlier, and that's why i was scared. I was feeling pressure everytime I tried meditating. I had a weird experience yesterday and I've felt very calm ever since, I just didn't comment because I don't want to bother you guys --- I did comment it...

So, I think I just suffered an attack. I have been doing my meditations as expected, however tonight when I tried meditating I decided to close my eyes to give it a shot, and I saw something that I can not describe, it just frightened me to the core of my soul, something that had pitch black...

I assume it's not a good thing from your tone, right? Could you elaborate on what it is, if possible? And thank you for the welcoming

Alright, so, I'm related directly (friends) to an individual who commented on this post a month ago. For privacy reasons and since I've read the rules I won't mention him. He's shown me the path to Zevism and I've read a lot, and for some reason, (I did tell him, he has not forced me to do any...