i am where you are in that it has only been 10 months since I dedicated. i also have much luck communicating w/ the pendulum; I've recieved some real interesting messages. That being said, do not feel like you are being ignored or that Father and the other Gods don't want to talk to you. ...
Have you read the section of the JoS site dealing with how to handle xians and your legal rights? It would be quite helpful to you to start; and you have the law on your side as preaching at you at work is illegal-it is harrassment and creating a hostile work environment is against federal...