Is it normal that when i do void meditation i start seeing a mist form around my vision and the scenery begins to shift to a negative (like a picture)? Lately without doing the breathing exercises i can get to this place just by slowing down my breathing and concentrating hard on a focus point...
this happens to me often. some times i wake up in the middle of the night and the alarm clock reads 11:11. Some of my friends notice that too. if anybody really knows im very curious to find out....
i used to be a jewhovas witness. my whole family still is. i was dragged into their kingdom hall since i can remember. my childhood was very traumatic. i hate it it. needless to say i got fellowshiped from the congregation by the time i was 16 and was asked by the elders not to return. because i...
i have sort of the same issue and am reluctant to summon a demon with any insecurities or fear in my heart. That is why i have not done it. I'm still working on deprogramming Xtian thoughts but like lilith 345 said, it is very difficult.
thanks guys. the energy ordeal it makes sense now that i think about it. Will this affect my mother also? Even though we have different faiths i do love her very much.
I dedicated my life to father Satan the night of the full moon on February 3-4, 2015. i prepared my black candle and the sigil of Lucifer i was to focus on and began writing my dedication. i had planned it to be at 3 am as i am awake at this time every night. When i was writing it, i heard 3...