Gladly, thank you Guardian!

Are we still supposed to use the 'newer' names of the Gods(Azazel, Astarte), or only the old pagan names(Apollo, Innana) from now?

That was extremly useful to read, Im greatful for it. Its definitly better now. Give me a few weeks and Ill be on my best version mentally

Definitly a good idea, but have to warn you, during it its nothing. Not bad, but all feels uninteresting and futile, which isnt much better than just bad feeling. And I found no tips at all anywhere, how to make it significantly shorther or easier sadly

There arent. The things that makes me better, stronger, more useful are hard and not enjoyable to do. The things that feels good are waste of time or even harmful. but these times nothing feels good. Like, I finally mastered pigeon pose, nothing. Got the degree from geology. Nothing. I might got...

I have a lot of hobby, create and learn a lot, and exercise and do yoga beyond my limit. None brings me joy. Just another thing I must practice daily, else I would waste all what I achived so far and what talent I have already for them.

Thanks, Ill read it

Problem is, over a decade porn heavily infuenced my imagination, and every time I tried I just fell back to porn

Greetings! So, after whats like 10+ years, I finally blocked all porn in all of my device, and it feels pretty miserable to be honest. Tried nofap for a while(Im past four weeks now), it went without any major problem, but this... I know, dopamine reset and all, but life feels so boring and gray...

Lot of meat, lot of eggs, and black tea with mct, thats my usual daily menu for a while now

So some news, I started keto diet in early august, without bolus inzulin and a tremendous healing work that will last at least two years. Things went well, bg was stable around 6-8 mmol/l, I was happy... now september, bg is a fucking chaos, I cant understand how, it swings 2-14 every fucking...

I know, problem is, this working on myself was the whole time on university, dealing with others, responsibilities, etc. Yes, I grew, but in the same time it quite literally broke me(thanks to the stress, I have type one diabetes😩). Its mostly the reason why I terrified of getting back and...

Greetings! I recently finally gratuated, and got a degree. Problem is, university succesfully destroyed all of my motivation to study the subject more, and now Im here with a degree that feels like wasted years, and almost literally no job. The facultacies mostly closed and run out of money, the...

Well, you belive me or not, this did a trick in me. I didnt jumped to carnivore diet just yet but a low carb keto-type diet, in two days I barely ate carbs or had insulin and I already feel better, not to mention my results! My bloodsugar is good, really good! And of course mentally, just the...

If it would be parasite related, I would be way more hungry and slim than already, not to mention that parasites would be visible in the waste. No, its just the fact that its strictly given when and how much I have to eat, and sometimes I mess up the balance of it(like eating something sweet but...