I'm currently on a delay with my Initiation; due for being both pretty anxious, and just overthinking the whole process of Initiation. I've spent the whole day, possbily doing a good amount of the initiation; In an altered scenario, where I wrote the majority of the prayer In blood; Instead of...
I haven't yet submitted both the prayer, and signature; For the the Initiation. Until I feel confident that the process has been fully met. I tend to get very perfectionist like :}. I'd hate to miss something which I never noticed.