the awakening meditation given in JOS is little difficult only with the chanting part i have no idea how to do it however i tried but once the vibration took place in middle of the throat n another time in lower throat. Can any one send me a sound clip of that chanting i mean the sound that...

I m a satanist frm Nepal. even though m saanist mah life is not perfect satan has gifted every one . he also gifted something 2 me too. but my life is miserable because m still confused wid mah life. its been long but still i cant do any meditation properly. my mind controls me n cant do...