What do you mean "apparently" Satanic? Jews do not use the name Satan in their practices, because it means enemy in their language. He is their enemy. Maybe you mean bad or abhorrent, such sacrificing animals? They do have such practices, but they are not "Satanic". They are actually all over...

If you are afraid of going to hell, you'll go there. Whatever you believe you will create it in reality. It is not about finding proof, because you first believe something and then find proof to justify it. It's all about choosing a belief that it's empowering and in harmony with the deepest...