First off I am going to say that i have been meditating inconsistently since my sophomore year of high school. I guess I'm just not sure what I hope to gain from all this.I am really struggling with my reason fr going through all this. I had hoped Satanism would give me a purpose in life but...

okay so i have a situation here ad its really throwing me off I don't remember when i started researching satanism either last year or the year before but i do know is that i haven't done my best, haven't been consistent with my meditations But recently I've decided to start the spiritual...

I've never had friends so when I started high school I was always by myself. I was so upset because I just knew that behind my back everyone called me anti social when I'm really not. I wanted friends so bad I began meditating less and less. But without my meditations I get terrible headaches...