I was doing the meditation(deep trance) I know I was almost there, everything seems to be slow I couldn't hear anything, but unfortunately, I almost lost my breath, so, I just immediately quit,Is this normal or not? anybody experienced same situation? could anyone explain it to me, thanks!

I've been a christian since birth, I don't find this religion very good, I've encountered many trials,I've been so kind to everyone but in returned, they just screwed me up except for real friends.. my mother was a good lecturer in a christian church but it seems like all the biggest problem...