So i have very big problem - for like 6-8 years i suffer from some kind of severe depression,i dont have regular work because im trying to switch professions because in my previous workplaces i was very close to some kind of mental breakdown,my family hates me and they think that im just lazy...

ok so there is still 1 question unanswered - is there ANY WAY to contact demon without "being open" and having soul/astral powers developed already ?

i mean - about that second question of mine,i wasnt precise: its not a voice - more like a sound,and its not annoying,after i got used to it,it seems to be pleasant

so i did my dedication quite a long time ago,wanted to do some meditations - but everytime i do ANY of them i feel like i'm doing something wrong and its not gonna work - is there something i can do to somehow contact demon without "being open" ? also i noticed that when i close my eyes and...

oh that may be it i guess - kinda depressed lately

yes im trying that program but the problem is - i cant visualize anything at all (was never able to do it) and even the 1st day exercises need visualization (not to mention the chakras and stuff :< )

So my problem is - i dedicated to the Satan 3 days ago,im doing meditation of void all the time but my problem is - other meditations are too hard for me,i cant see/feel my energy,i cant visualize anything at all - what should i do ? (for now all im doing is meditation of void - spending quite a...

Hello,so i want to declare myself to Satan,i know how to do it already but i still have some questions about it (3): 1.I cant find Red,White,Blue candles in any of the close shops but a lot of shops have something like this -...