Thank you for your reply. I've been trying to come to terms with the fact that weed is only impairing me but I know it is going to be a great struggle. I'm definitely going to make myself do at least some sort of meditations everyday, I honestly don't know why I haven't been. Doubt I suppose...

You're definitely right about the weed. Even though I was depressed before I started smoking, I definitely didn't feel this blah. I don't take any offense at you pointing out the agenda to keep us stupid. It's correct. I've thought about this before but I didn't know if it actually was the...

I quit my medications that I had been prescribed my psychiatrist (Wellbutrin and Lamictal) about a month ago. I was hating the way they were making me feel and for a short while I was thinking that I was slowly beginning to feel better. In the past, I have been on many many different medications...