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Sammael is the "angel desguissed as demon", he is very cruel and makes the faith tests for the xians. He is NOT Satan, and he is NOT Azazel, if you call lord Azazel by the name of Sammael he will be very angry...Calling "Sammael" to Satan or Azazel is a common problem for the diabolists...

I had a similar experience. Maybe that woman is a wanderer sucubus who fell in love with you, but maybe she has a strange humor sense lol My experience was that before and after de dedication, I felt like...in he nights, you know...some kind of "ghost woman" was having sex with me. After de...

You can be her friend, because being friend of the person is not the same than being friend of the beliefs of the person. I have a friend that is catholic and doesn't believe in the Gods, and the Gods don't take care about her. If Fahter is strong in you, you have everything you need. Those...

I have a very similar problem, but in my case is not just my town, is my entire country against us ^^U Just keep the satanism as a secret. I personally prefer to pass as a "free thinker" ("libre pesandor" in my lenguage) and nobody attacks me :) Even if I use my own "Hell's Army Uniform...

May be that happens for the use of energy. Time ago I used sex magick and I had a slight pain in my fingers, but was nothing terrible :/ but I have another experience: When I oppened my hand chakras I oppened them very quickly, so my fingers sometimes moved by themselves and my hands were...

Exelent idea, there is no better way of knowing about the enemy than sneaking into his own lines ^_^ This year I will do it too, I chose to take religion classes in my new school for learn more about what we are fighting against. But remember, we need to be silent. When I went to the...

Yeah, it's priceless, I don't know why I didn't offer to drink a bottle of Lemon Soda for him lol I have Lemon Soda in the chalice of my astral temple lol But remember, the gift of gratitude always must be something you and the god agree upon, even if is something funny. Sometimes the demons...

It depends of the demon you have summoned, I usually make things in honor of the demon who assists me, like writte a poem, or play the bass for the demon. The gods are comprensive, but I tell you to never agree about something you can't do. You can even do very simple things for the demon...

I know lord Beelzebub personally. Even if I'm not as close to him as I am with other gods, he treated me very well and was really kind with me. He gave me advice when I needed and I am very grateful to him. Some people say that he is "grumpy", but he laughed a lot with me when I summoned him...

Greetings: I have been a spiritual satanist for a while. I live in Chile, and in Chile there are a lot of xians, mostly catholics and evangelics. I know how they work, and I want to fight back. I have found that most of the texts about exposing christianity and satanism are in English...