i dedicated a few months back and it marked a new beginning for me. My family are christians and my grandparents are REALLY christian! my advancement has been very slow and its making me loose faith in my abilities as a satanist... I can only do energy meditation or any other meditation that...

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it happened at 1:15am its now 1:02 im confused about whats justs happened... i woke up but i still had my eyes closed(trying to get back to sleep) then silver orbs started to slowly flash coming toward me brighter and brighter until my my whole vision was a platingum silver(eyes still closed)...