I had the same feel I last night when I was looking for my guardian demon. He's/her name is Lerajie! I got this strange feeling in my stomach like you!! I wonder what caused it or it was just me. and btw I'm a new Theistic Satanism but I havent done the dedication ritual yet. I plan on doing it...

I want to experience Satan and give myself to him. But my boyfriend does not really agree with my choice. How can I have a ritual without candles or incense? Can I only meditate facing East?

I need answers. I should first have a ritual with Satan or can I already summon a demon (any demon)?