I have done something extremely similar to the ritual described at the link you provided except I didn't have a candle. I had a staple and a piece of paper and a dimly lit jail cell. But at the time I didn't have anywhere CLOSE to the understanding of things as I do now (which isn't much in and...
Hail Satan!
I grew up in a heavily kiked home of protestant, zion-cucked xtians where I was abused severely (yes, in every way imaginable) until I reached the age where I was no longer fuckable or desirable - for those wondering that would be on my 12th birthday.
I have extensive PTSD and...