It's really hard trying to get advice from a non-xian, around my area. If they don't worship 'God', then they get shunned and harassed until they move. :/  This 'thing' has been in and out of my life for years. As a child, I would hide under the covers and try to wait until it left. It's gotten...

So, for the past four days, at around 2:00am, I start to feel a presence. I can't see anything, but I can FEEL it. Like when you can FEEL it when somebody  is staring at you. Last night, I got more than a 'being watched' sensation. I felt active waves of fear, and I could feel my stomach rising...

Since dedicating myself to Lord Satan, I have been meditating.  I have been trying to reach higher planes, and create my 'astral home' in my mind, where I meet and talk with any demons I feel to summon.  I have tried and tried but I cannot reach that 'falling' feeling that you're supposed to get...

When I folded up the notebook paper, i folded it up about 6 times, it was about 1 1/2 in long, and 1 in wide. My candle was a dark blue, ocean scented candle from Wal-Mart.( I know, Lord Satan deserved better than a Wal-Mart candle, but I had about 10$ and it was the biggest one they had) So i...

I was reading on JOS a few months back, that to dedicate your soul to Lord Satan, you had to perform a ritual. So I bathed vigorously and banished any bad vibes, not wanting to taint the ritual. I chanted the words necessary to continue the ritual, I slit my finger, and I signed my name in...