Hello all, this time, I'm writing about something that has been inderectly sort of thrown in my face by my mother from time to time. She complains that ever since I was born, she has been experiencing nightmares about death, plague, and many other horrors every night, and it has become a common...

I live in an apartment building. I have never felt or experienced anything that could be described as haunted, and I have done the ritual.

Hey everyone. On September 5th, after doing Return the Curses, I lied down on my bed, preparing to go to sleep, but before that, I was on my phone a little. Eventually, putting it down, I closed my eyes, wanting to fall asleep. A few seconds later, I got this sort of nervous or anxious feeling...

I didn't even realize what was actually on that picture until you called it out, thank you.

Hey everyone. I'm a beginner, and have been struggling a little lately. I've looked up a few things and apparently, I have aphantasia - I can't visualize, including imagery, sounds, smells, tastes, and so forth, I just see darkness. I know that visualizations are an important part of more...

Oh. Yeah, I should've read that as well. Thanks anyway.

Hey, brothers and sisters, I've been trying and failing with visualization exercises (to be more exact, Days Fourteen through Seventeen). I focus as much as I can, there are barely any problems with that, but as soon as I close my eyes, all I see is darkness and can't visualize anything, so I...

Hey, this is a question for the more advanced people here; do you have any physical skills and/or abilities? If so, what kind and how much? I'm curious, but I personally don't really think so, since we're Spiritual Satanists, but I also saw this at the bottom of the page.

Yes, past self-harm. It wasn't a lot, but I used to cause myself pain (cut the top of my fingers), I thought pain isn't so bad, I kind of liked it. Soon realized this isn't the right thing to do, so I stopped. After I stopped, I had many accidental cuts that year. They occured almost every other...

Yesterday, around midnight, I tried to dedicate my soul to Satan. Everything was set, I felt ready, I lit all of the candles, but I just couldn't prick my finger, I was too afraid. I spent 40 minutes (and I'm not exaggerating, my phone was next to me,) sitting in front of the burning candles...