Enochian Language is based on multi-channel communication. It's not about words itself, but what they cause: images, feels, taste, hear and many more. Even one word spoken can show somebody memories worth written page in a book.
I witnessed how Gods speak to themselves and what can I say...
One of most important lessons I met:
"Be careful when fighting monsters, lest you become one"
When you tidy up (e.g. in fight) a cursed being aligned to enemies you achieving also his energies - not only part of his powers, but also part of his possessed meaning of corruption, so always...
A revenge that grown in me due few years had sweet taste I admit it, but it was only a...part of something stronger more blessed.
Received state of self. You are proud and filled by honour, because you are able to save you and your family better than ever possible. You matter....
You feeling...
And I achieved my goal with satisfaction.
Revenge can be partly-fuel, but not final destination. We don't life to spread destruction. We destroy what is weak and build what we claim as strong. Evolution works same way - sharing Death with weak and granting the strongest who survived
The dog we had, she was strong symbol of innocent life. She mostly times shaked with fear looking at us for warm hug saying like "parents save me". This dog eyes was like a...well. Not with water but with truth, she didn't hide anything, just wanted to enjoy a life, and they...took her from me...
Long ago, when I was in relationship with women, that I truly loved and also in this time I also started my path into Satanist.
They (I mean directly Heavens) started to appear, in dreams, visions. My ex-GF had Oneiromantic talent and in one dream she saw, that dog we had and loved almost like...
Gods sharing a meaning of a love, that put down all enemies at once. I'm glad I felt it, because that brought me a strength to stand tall against this fuckers and to find my home in myself.
Nothing keeps heart warm than words "We are with you" with faces of our ancestors filled by unbroken...
The path also define length. The shorter way you choose the harder and more packed in time challenges awaits in front. Condensed experiences able to turn a person inside out.
Why I chose the most violent way?
Because I felt destiny in helping Gods to protect our people from Corruptors hiden...
Should, yes. Thank for your will to help others by point you currently received, but complexity of "advancement process" also achieves most insane points, that only You and strength of your faith in family bounds can save you.
Can process be enjoyment? Yes, but at critical levels only increased...
For years I always felt my "evolving velocity" isn't high enough, so I put myself to judge my new state by question - "Am I Insane?"
The way of continuously building momentum, discipline, but also crossed with madness. Momentum in Discipline always brings madness,
but the question is how much...
"Is there any handbook in English with most important topics?"
I have one in my native language created by local satanic group containing translation of our Clergy posts and also comments. This book is GOAT. All knowledge in one place, sorted and with all necessary categories.
I'm still...