Or am I hallucinating again? I looked into my bathroom mirror and saw a huge hooded cobra that's gold coming out of my head...on the very top.. it looked vicious. Lol I'm losing it, I know. Please don't ban me. Please help me. This has really taken me by surprise. I think someone said...

Sounds like the enemy is trying to scare you.

I am serious about Satanism. I didn't realize until now that my posts were hurting anyone. Like I said I was being selfish. If it weren't for all of you, I wouldn't have realized that I was being lied to. I just hear it every day. Hail Satan

You wouldn't believe how many schizophrenics are Christian. Far too many. Hail Satan

I've seen her with the blonde hair, but I have also seen her with red hair. I've also seen her with blue eyes and black eyes. You are right. I have seen her in many forms. She's been in my life since as far back as i can remember. I love her Kali form. Hail Satan Hail Lilith

Okay, I'll ask Father or Mother. Hail Satan

I think peeps are trying to help. Ummm... it's best to not seek certain things or say certain things. It upsets people. This is the world and how it works. Thank you all for tough love. I was putting myself in danger. Hail Satan always

Thank you, Nature. I will take your advice and buy me that crystal!

I WILL WORK ON THE FINAL RTR! But will it destroy all of the enemy? I hope so! Hail Satan

You're right. So right. We all need to overcome delusions, especially me. XD''' I think Father loves his children and I have been misinterpreting it wrong. Sorry. I hate Jews. I bloody hate them and their reptilian overlords! Get out of my life! I'm going to do the rtr now. Hail Satan

That was beautiful, Aldrick! I can't wait for the Jews to be nonexistent. Hail Satan forever!

Thank you brothers and sisters for knocking some sense into me. I do need help, but where I live I can't find any help or it's terribly expensive. As for the psychiatric ward, the state does not put you there unless you are harmful and a danger to everyone. Thanks for your tough love. I...

Well, I decided not to own my mental illness. I'm going to heal myself and see if I can find a personal therapist. The therapist is not a promise because most are filthy Christians spreading "light" and "love". I told one that I'm a pagan and she told me that I "need to come to the light". If...

I am going to take everyone's advice here. I do see a therapist. It doesn't help much when all they wish to talk about is being positive. I have really no one to talk to. Most crazies are scared of me because I don't believe in their "jesus". It's group therapy. No one on one. Yes, I love...

Does Mother have any well known children with Father? Hail Satan