The Alchemist7 said:
Aquarius said:
Dude is literally near his 40s, lives with his parents, disrespects them, his career doesn't go further than walmart, hasn't tried to meditate consistently since 20 years, his is literally a worthless opinion. He's the living definition of an untermensch.
I am not judging as I don't know anything about his private life but what I certainly know is that I tried to help him to start meditating and he refused repeatedly, saying that meditation is not for him and that he cannot focus, which are just weak excuses in my opinion.
You know what I'm gonna listen to a friend of mines who I emailed. Mentioned about 6 months ago, I think you should just quit except a few good people for example Stormblood's economic properties; (mentioning something along the lines of if the debt can be paid off and like Qaddafi's Libya the nation is in the green. You CAN very carefully expand the money supply a tiny bit and increase the amount of money available to citizens. Or something to that nature whereby the very act of entering into the green i.e. financial gains allows the Directing Economy to print extra money without upsetting the currency. Even IF currency is operating in a much different factor than capitalism. Hell even a law stating inflation is forbidden might work. Or as HP.Cobra put it in an NS econ if SHTF moment just hit the reset button, that isn't nice and all but at least it's nice to posses the option unlike capitalism in modern times which cannot be reset). As he state Stormblood, some of FancyMancy's postings, and like three, four, maybe five other prominent members. Plus about 10-15 or so lesser or semi-posting members. They are alright if anything they are truly the Diamond's in the rough.
My friend was like at least 80% of the people on these forums are talking out their ass. Or at least Pink elephanting the room. Hell I'm one to talk as I've done that but that is what my mind confabulates into my fingers to text to.
Frankly I've grown tired of the Human condition that is the bandwidth situation. As one astrology place put it the biggest issue is you have so much information you want to fire out. That the bandwidth is so small that in your tremendous volume of data retention and processes you can only limited wise express yourself often to personal or external frustration. Reasons why I go on tangent or provide block per block paragraphs to express myself. In my EXTREME level of expression it be akin to someone hacking into the akashic echo and downloading the history of a place only to spend writing a 38,750 page volume book on the history of one little thing. To write the history of the entire area would require the manufacture of over 7 million books, books ranging anywhere from as small as 2,000 pages to as much as several hundred thousand pages.
I'm not saying I'm hooked up to the akashic echo like a being of higher power. And mixed medium wise books aren't always the best representation of data subset. Compared to say a video or film. But as someone on here put it Cancer 4th best sign of the zodiac the sign of cognition. Cognitive sign + various astrological principles for example Mercury Pluto i.e. Xray seeing through all this data. I'm basically like a giant scanner piercing into everything. Sometimes for good or sometimes for bad like Wayman's website your Mercury Pluto aspect is a double edged sword IS it a cigar? sometimes the answer is it's simply a cigar. But funny enough the amount of spy films and spy shows showing off a simple cigar or simple cigarette with a portable microphone technology is funny enough a quirky truth.
For example Aquarius states basically I'm the untermensch I guess a better way would be a loser. Why untermensch I'm subhuman so your saying I'm jewish? or jewdafied? or perhaps you think I'm some sort of stoner or drug addict. I'll readily admit the only drug I've ever been curious on is LSD-25 particularly ALD-52(unstable crystal compound diluting into LSD-25 liquid). ALD-52 is the same as LSD only with little to no side effects such as cold shivers, teeth chattering, teeth grinding, and a few oddities LSD induces. It's unstable and no one has made a non-toxic compound bind it to stability. You state I'm this way but no, not an untermensch and besides even if one even if I was like the degenerate fuckers in this shithole of a city I live in. There's too many too count. Luckily I realized easily my stereotypical racism my neo-nazi days shows me a light at the end of the tunnel that this is people who are what we call NPC or goyim just to be moved around and move around reality for the sake of existing.
Sheer fact is Aquarius you go too far. But do make a point. Like Beck in his song "I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me!".
If your bothered by my loserisms kill me? I'll personally email fly down to my city you can load up a suppressed gun and just pop me in the head. Don't worry I don't posses guns nor gonna call the police hell I'll sit you down and have you sign a few notarized documents maybe a postil-backed document and give you permission to EOL me if you want. I'll type down a letter which we both sign as a MOU and cognizantly sign the letter explaining these documents are binding, real, and that the postil is meant to signal to authorities that this is an officially back U.S. document permission to perform 1 free killing James Bond LTK(License to Kill) for one person. If I'm such the big bad untermensch the destroyer of Worlds and the feaster of souls. Then you can exterminate me this bag bad werewolf of insufferableness.
First of all some ignorance Aquarius I'm actually 32 not nearing my 40s. If nearing my 40s I'd be happier at least I'm closer to the so-called event when beings of higher power come. IF Satan and the empire of Orion comes I'm just gonna talk to them and have them escort me off World. Maybe then I can learn to meditate or advance or be given substances to cure or heal me if I'm in some sort of medical predicament.
Yeah I live with my parents so what? Lots of people do? As one person put it the amount of people returning back home to their parents is hilarious. As another person put it I make 3-4-5 times as much money week per week, month per month, year to year. But I can't afford a house, I'm renting but I'm being refused purchase or rent to own. In fact the person was curious and asked some people why they refuse to sell their house. They stated why lose out on a 2,000-3,000-4,000 dollar check every month we are just fleecing people left and right. If I sold the house 600-700-800 thousand dollars I'd lose out on raising rent, inflation limiter. In fact the person was like some of these home owners were like I'd sell the property but not to a person maybe to one of these companies like BlackRock at least I can cheat them out of a few hundred thousand more maybe double my money.
And besides what is the point of owning a home? I tell you some people are so gungho for it. That's long gone you gotta look at the renters principle now a days. The days of owning a home are long gone. No one is gonna sell you a home it's all about the capitalism, basically the motto of people today is my shekel berging is holier than the holies of another person. Like one person put it I value my financial gains and wallet more than even my own family or wife and hell I stick it into my wife and that isn't good enough for my financial gains. When a person values money more so than the ultimate activity a human being can perform.
I had a neighbor who died in 2013 nearing 2014, we attended his funeral for about 10-15 minutes and left we talked to our next door neighbors next door. They mentioned for a long time he had a lot of angry thoughts at when I got arrested by the police due to my mental health issue acting weird and the police coming in. He kept that in mind we were surprised and said that was one incident I'm sure he had his own incidents before and it's like yeah of course but this was serious. Normally he doesn't keep anger or get enraged but he was very perturbed by what occurred. Anyways long story short he bought his house in 1986 and didn't pay it off till 2012 just shy of a year before his passing.
As one member put it on the forums. How can a house have an infinite value? How can a house worth 12,000 dollars for a small ranch-style Americana house be worth 397,000 dollars in 2022. Or for example a nice house worth about 30,000 dollars in 1922 a nice pre-McMansion mansion/manor style house be worth 978,000 dollars in 2022 and each year climbing up 30,000 or more. Again how can a object we assigned value posses it's value higher to infinity or even worse. You have a house worth 980,000 dollars and you take a loan out for 10,000 dollars and in total pay off 14,000 dollars of inflated loan. Add 10,000 dollars of remodeling to the house and all of a sudden the house is worth 1.3 million dollars. You just raised it's value almost 400,000 dollars with a mere 10,000 dollars. Or you out of pocket cost pay it off cause your very well off and add stuff to the house raising it to 1.8 million all of a sudden you pay off cause your well off but raised the price something like 700,000 dollars.
As for my career. I've never bothered with work. I detest work, what do you think I am some kind of work and pray, work and pray, work and pray, and then pump the opiate of the masses every Friday, Saturday, and Sunday xtian/communist/degenerate.
You think I'm some religious or anti-religious person who either goes out every Friday and Saturday smashes themselves on either alcohol and or is a drug addict or drug purveyor. Or is a xtian and Friday, Saturday, and Sunday one of these or all three of these dates is their discharge time after working, pumping the next goyim technology down their throats cause they refuse to read a bloody book that if they read it would shatter their entire existence.
As principle Lewis from American Dad goes "Nah, nah, nah".
If I'm a person with extreme problems, a person who's life sucked throughout their birth and up to now. Then why would I purposefully work if I value my freedom and liberty too much. As AstroMatrix stated Freedom in spite of Security.
I don't work nor care to work. I value my thinking, processing, and life too much to drown myself in some pathetic boring establishment. I don't care for money nor ever cared for it. For example back in 2004 nearing 2005 the Xbox 360 was going to come out and the price was about 380-415 or so. I calculated it would take me like 14 months to collect the money. So I never bought the 360. Funny except RROD and a few accessories that helped the 360 such as the MadCatz triple fan blower to cool the 360. The 360 is a fun little machine there's quite the aftermarket in the World for it. It's kinda like the Nintendo of ebay and other resellers hell even many of the games though graphically outdated are very fun and enjoyable.
Either way like my friend of mines put it he basically stated a bunch of things on why work is bad. And I laughed and agreed and he put it in some despondent manner stating stuff with black metal tones. As me and him are one of the few people that listen to black metal and understand it. In other words we understand the NSBM nature of BM albeit I can understand why BM is not liked by certain Satanists because the stereotypical properties of it. It's kinda like Rob Zombie and his 1980s-to-now music. He states stereotypical stuff even if it's just word play and he actually does care for certain stuff. It might just be to put on a show but in his ignorance he wakes people up. It be akin to a person painting God for the church only for people to realize those are Pagan entities dressed up in Pagan uniforms and the painter was trolling the church.
Sheer fact is weak excuses aren't weak excuses. For example I always for many years even since a little kid around the time when I had to go to school and would say I hate school. It boiled over into I hate breathing, I hate this, I hate that. It's sorta like the shit episode of South Park, Stan grows despondent and just states everything is a piece of shit. And it's true in the truest of sense that 2002-2003 episode was spot on. Not unlike other shows before, during, and after that period. South Park just cut to the chase of it. Hell even in many cases Married with Children and certain shows of the early 90 just regurgitated previous stuff and other shows later on regurgitated stuff on them. Watching Married with Children back in the early 90s right around when I was like 4 or 5 years old nearing 6 was funny. Many of the memes from the show survive in other shows. Hell pretty much all these shows you see now a days are nothing more than family drama. Copy+Pasta rearrange.
Anyways excuses. Listen I've been in the occult or at least educating myself in the occult. Since I got the internet in 1999 right after turning 9 if it occurred a few months earlier I'd be 8. Like Tim Pool states I grew up on web 1.0 with all this stuff all people talking shit and saying whatever and doing whatever things that make these liberals cringe hell even many conservatives would question their support for such freedoms. As the old saying goes people are wanting to destroy xtianity both people who are xtians i.e. liberal/lefties atheism as an arm of xtianity or at least atheism hijacked into being a total absent form for religion. Or the right the very religious right realizing holy shit this is terrible destroy this stuff. Both arms are hitting against it either in pro-destruction fashion i.e. directly or indirectly by the controlled demolitions.
I've been reading all this stuff on astral projection and lucid dreaming since '99. And never proved a thing. Hell before that when my father returned to our lives and moved us to some place in the city. He was involved in spirituality and stuff like Mahraji(Prem Rawat), psychology, etc.etc. Shorade(Japanese Reiki). I mean I've pretty much been under spiritual indoctrination and involved with spirituality practically since 1993 nearing 1994 3 maybe after I turned 4. I've had situations of listening to stuff, I've been blasted by energy blasts. I remember being at a small auditorium outside in the lobby my father left me to my own devices outside the dark theater lobby room area to not listen to the Mahraji and I can feel the auditorium guided meditation and energy blasts coming out. Funny I got hopped up on the energy and went berserk running all over the fucking darkened lobby area all crazed up from the energy lasted a good like 40 minutes charged up on energy percussion. Or for example I was outside the Shorade place the room and they were performing Reiki blasts on each other to heal(meditate) each other a form of non-lay on hands. Shield Mudra/Hello hand blasting energy and I could feel my stomach/solar plexus have metallic warble effects and I was like WTF is that as a kid and was cracking up and going WTF? It's kinda like when you go to a Doctors office and you get high off the fumes from cleaning. It's those Hospital vibes and fumes that make you warble around and when you breath in you get disconnected from reality and realize yeah I'm in a hospital alright it seems all the janitors and staff that clean the hospital are high as fuck or mildly tripping kinda like an exercisers high on the fumes from cleaning product. All the times I visited a hospital or gone to a hospital like clinic warbles of highness occur. There's this distortion effect no idea if spiritual, physical, mental or both or maybe the paint and it's hallucinogenic effects on your visual pattern as hospitals are probably painted in such a way to avoid negativity.
So I don't meditate consistently. What is consistent meditation?
Aquarius if your such holier than thou and your one of the Kings of Kings, the Alpha and Omega, the Holies of Holy meditator the Kid Rock of JoS. Why not provide us with drowning evidence of spirituality.
I'm simply stating after spending my time trying to do stuff it doesn't work or I value my freedom and liberty too much to enslave myself everyday doing SS;DD(Same Shit; Different Day) I already do SS;DD in my personal life. I don't want to extend SS;DD into other stuff. Even if everything I do eventually turns into SS;DD properties.
Perhaps a better statement would be. Why don't you consistently meditate?
Because I have this thing called my mind. You see and I use it to think. And I spend tremendous amounts of hours thinking and processing and living my life. Like in school the boredom and hatred I had for education I simply spent my time thinking and processing. While everyone else is eating shit living this pathetic excuse called a life, I call it a prison. I remained withdrawn.
Meditation is something I cannot do. I think and love to think and process thinking. If I could meditate I'd probably be highly advanced by now. Sheer fact is there are a myriad of people who aren't into meditation but accept it. In fact one of the most hilarious things is people who accept meditation or occult principles usually have a hatred for the church. They ask questions and state God doesn't like that. And who is God to dictate to us what we can and can't like.
Sheer fact is I came to expand my knowledge HP.Cobra freaked out one time on my post. I had 18 question to ask very serious questions. And he replied because you wrote like a 7 page questionnaire on things that can be discovered by meditating and reading our websites. I replied back to him that I've never EVER not ever seen anyone ask these questions.
I merely process the occult with my mind. Do you know how much spectacular thoughts I have that 99.9% never leave my head. 0.1% of my usual robotic statements are stated.
I hate my parents and I treat them like shit. So what that is how it's going to be for, it has been that way ever since I was speaking at about 3 and half years old and it's going to remain that way till they die. I hate them and I hate all the teachings and stupid shit they state.
If you were in my shoes the only thing that would pop into your head is. Like my neighbor said a few times which shows he is either an airy sign person or is a person who contemplated stuff and realized holy shit robots are right.
The LOGIC IS: That if you were to hear everything my parents state. The LOGICAL conclusion i.e. what computes is. First what they state doesn't computer and second of all the only logical conclusion is that they should be attacked verbally and assaulted verbally and basically in their existence they are truly worthless pathetic people.
People still believing this is the 1960s, 1970s, 1980s, 1990s, 2000s. People who absolutely survive somehow because if there is a God out there their attempts at helping people survive just for the sake of survive is shown. As I've said I'm glad shit is hitting the fan for the World. Maybe if it gets worse it'll wake people up.
My parents are people who like my stupid xtian father who is basically a spiritual jew at this point and even has studied kaballah and became insufferable. We are just three crazy cats living in this household holding guns or knifes at each others throats. I don't know how we survive each day but the only thing I can state is we as our family have been extremely burdened in life by our own selves and we are a burden on each other and unto ourselves. I wish it wasn't the case but this dates back pretty much since I met your mother and it's gotten worse. I don't know if divorce is the option but in cases of showing ourselves off to a marriage councilor they'd agree even if the issues passed or we just buried it to continue.
I hate my father with extreme passion. Because he is Pisces and a most terrible person. He has most of his aspects and planets on water planets. He's basically pure water something like 80% of his elements are water and his fire is non-existence same for air and Earth. He states stupid statements of his ideology that are like "If your born for the sake of being born your born of the sake of being born. Not everyone has to accomplish stuff or do stuff. It's kinda like you G88 you whether whatever happened your just a person who was born to be born for the sake of being born".
Funny but all these women get knocked up with pathetic people and men and that is good. But if I don't work or meditate or do stuff. I'm the bad guy.
It's like the old saying people can't see other people not slaving away or as the jew goes those goyim who do nothing need to be doing something they gotta move that schlep around and schmutz themselves up, Oy vey. Funny when you look at the jews they aren't working if anything they are intellgentsianing themselves.
I'm the Gentile Intelligentsia working gets in the way. As my Astrological chart states my scorpio aspect that I have "You shall research all places diving deep deeper than others willingly diving deeper than most. Your areas of research are other people your like an Aquarian studying humanity, studying the occult, religion, spirituality science, technology, psyche and psychological principles. In essence you shall remain researching on all these subjects or any subject of that matter in such deep and profound manners that others do not comprehend. Your research is life long and your simply meant to be an observer watching the human condition unfold. For you reality is simply a mental construct to be examined like a researcher and or scientist.
So in the end Aquarius the master of Satanism the greatest holiest screaming mimi weapon we have the fight against World domination like Marvel vs Capcom 2 Dreamcast game where the announcer states the fight for World Domination is at hand or something like that.
Aquarius or should I say High Priest Aquarius of the Joy of Satan. Fill me with the illumination of power show me the masterful Satanic Pagan Heathen arts explain to me this occult and how I'm a loser or worthless opinion or anything. Good job trashing a fellow NS/SS personnel I guess you never EVER not EVER like Clark Howard memetics you've been so masterfully meditating and going into infinity and beyond like Buzz Lightyear states that in essence you are lightyears ahead of society.
Why don't you show us the terror you inflict on the enemy by being a Balaam or Appollonius. Show us the kike killer magick that eviscerates the enemy. Whereby the enemy goes "HOLY SHIT we are being raped by Demonic blasts of magick, that is why 6 million jews died today all over the World."
Aquarius I'm gonna say something like this in the words of Ben Matlock and in one particular case in Perry Mason(Raymond Burr). Matlock there is reasonable doubt in Mr.Freemont's actions compared to my client who was charged with this crime. I forgot the Perry Mason version.
But I'll say this all I'm looking for is not beyond reasonable proof of evidence to the occult or spirituality or whatever. I'm ask for simply reasonable evidence.
For example HP.Cobra talked about a Scrytronic device a physical device that scrys beings of higher power. It's akin to basically stating a device working with the forces of nature to telepathically communicate using a force multiplication or a full force device that people will seek out some being and poof with extreme accuracy speak.
I'd like to see that. I'd like to see more technologies available. I'd like to see people enter spirituality properly and not view is a clown show. Or muzzies yoga is bad why? I don't know imam said that's what evil pagans did. How do you know Pagans are evil? God told us. Who is God to tell you what is good or bad?
All I'm asking is for reasonable proof. I don't do RTR and feel frenzied or free. I do it and I'm left a bit warm because the use of my voice and use of my lungs at an elevated level to speak warmed me up.
I don't do yoga because I don't feel shit and I'm still weak and have extra weakness due to my astrological chart and it's Saturn and Neptune principles. Things like you require more sleep than other people or your Saturn in this house acts to affect everything you do in life in a restricted sense.
Aquarius I simply wish to prove everything and live in a World where there are religious nutbags i.e. judeo-bolsheviks bitching and moaning that ebil, debil people are around en masse. And yet we are collapsing them as the greatest joy a Satanist can feel is being told you SWO ebil and debil and replying xtian guy your a cuck and part of the Liberal World Order, read the bible and study it from various information cause it's evil.
Victory with only having Satanist/Pagan/Heathen is bad. We'd like the enemy to slowly die off as we reverse engineer the enemy and fight them.
Perhaps I'm not a spiritual person. Perhaps I'm more of an intellectual or technological person, even a technical person in both intelligentsia and technology.
What I do know is as one historian stated "The more I study religion and history the more I realize Man worshiped himself".
If religion is simply a life long preoccupation to do something. Then I guess the only option we have is to be completely atheist maybe even nihilist and simply go through life believing. We exist for the sake of existing. Now lets live life and do whatever without destroying society.
Perhaps that what the Gods want. They don't want use to return to the old ways before they arrive. They'd like to show up and explain to us. But like us to be scientist and researches even atheist for that matter to avoid creating more shit that is going to be used against humanity.
It's been stated we are fighting spiritually and using the arms of weapons against the enemy that they stole. If that is the case then all religion past a certain point is wrong and bad. The church is bad cause they stole information and history.
Why?
To control people. Pagans are people who are in control and help society. They don't need to be xtainized. If anything Satanic people are more sheepish and more sheepherded through being goats and being individual and unborged than xtians.
It's funny how everything is opposite or everything is twisted up Underworld = Overworld, Overworld = Underworld such as Athena's Dumuzi Romeo-Julietesque story.
In the end I choose to end meditation due to factors in showing me that I require reasonable to beyond reasonable proof of evidence. If anything spirituality when HP.Cobra makes a sermon is simply to acquire new data and update my data banks. If anything in my glorious ignorance I'm frankly gloriously enlightened. I study a sermon or Valefor's ritual and it's historicity and boom new data new technology new construction options. Not unlike Command and Conquer.
Perhaps I'm the greatest useful idiot someone who studies everything only through Satanic or JoS only. I avoid massive data banks of information as it's biased towards we gut 'n' sheit allies we stopped ebil, debil Hitler. Not unlike Foco Blue French NS/SS the Frenchmen historian who believed every shit he heard on Germany as ebil, debil WW2 debils. And then poof learned the truth realized he'd be lied to and goes The Rehabilitation of Adolf Hitler.
If we are inventing or whatever it's okay. Even if it's fake. Sheer fact is even Hitler in all his xtian days and xtian stuff he had to hear probably realized this is garbage. Or like my great grandfather pure atheist never believed in the kool-aid of the enemy and I recall one time my grandfather said he doesn't like religious stuff or statements cause it rubs him the wrong way". I agree I took it a step further and go why say jabus when an incredible WTF moment occurs or why say ave maria/marie.
Anyways to end it here. I'm a loser, Beck says it best "I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me!".
Indeed Aquarius why don't you kill me? I'll let you come to my house you put a round in my head and end the suffering.
You won't get in trouble. I'll sign and make documents and postiles and whatnot just to give you a boxers LTK in the ring. We go in the ring you shoot me kill me torture me do whatever. And then go somewhere masturbate cause of your kill boner. And then go home scott free one free killing. Not bad? Cool? your doing a Ultimate activity the taking of a life.
Maybe I spend some time in Hell or whatever I still need reasonable evidence. I reincarnate sometime in the 2200s when Pluto in Scorpio returns and poof gambling man back in action.
Want to kill me? No strings attached!
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