What should I work?

[DarkAries]

I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me sick. And I wasting 3 or 4 more years of my life, just to get a diplom, what I cant use to anything.
Of course I'm not fully unmotivated, if I had the time I would meditate all day, and theching other to Satanism. Anything else seem like a useless waste of time and energy for ridiculosly low money.
What should I do?

 

[Henu the Great]

I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me sick. And I wasting 3 or 4 more years of my life, just to get a diplom, what I cant use to anything.
Of course I'm not fully unmotivated, if I had the time I would meditate all day, and theching other to Satanism. Anything else seem like a useless waste of time and energy for ridiculosly low money.
What should I do?

Reality is such that you need income from one or more sources to get by. You should reflect on what you want, what you are good at and so on and so forth and balance your financial needs (ie working for money one way or another) with spiritual aspirations.

Maybe later in the future you can have income by spiritual teaching or some other similar vocation, but for now that seems unlikely.