Jack
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Generally I don't have any problems talking to girls or getting to know them better. But some days before as I was walking down the floor to exit the college, I saw an extremely beautiful girl walk in. I literally never have seen such a beautiful girl (or I might be simply losing it.) As she saw me and I saw her we locked eyes in the sort of intense sexual tension I have never felt before for the duration of after wed walk each other by. She then told something to her friend giggling, which I can only assume was compliments about how I look.
I tried finding about her but couldn't and I couldn't see her again for a number of days. I saw her yesterday but she was with a bunch of friends so I didn't approach her, maybe I'm rationalizing my failure. I then did the most rational thing someone would do I.e connect to her for love and masturbate to her as a love spell. The only weird thing is I felt an extremely weird feeling, which was frankly overwhelming . Its like when you reach the top of the roller coaster and you feel really anxious in your chest area. Looking back ,I have no experience resembling what happened yesterday. I just couldn't stop thinking about her, which is also something experienced which I've not experienced in a long long time.
It was I who did the spell on her, and so why am I feeling what I presume she should be feeling.? It does it mean something different ? I have no idea. The feeling overwhelmed me completely.
And no she's not a jew. She has no such facial features. The anxious roller coaster type feeling in the chest area isn't something I've ever felt outside of an amusement park and certainly not while doing a spell on a girl. Is this some kind of occult phenomenon happening of which I'm not aware of ?
I tried finding about her but couldn't and I couldn't see her again for a number of days. I saw her yesterday but she was with a bunch of friends so I didn't approach her, maybe I'm rationalizing my failure. I then did the most rational thing someone would do I.e connect to her for love and masturbate to her as a love spell. The only weird thing is I felt an extremely weird feeling, which was frankly overwhelming . Its like when you reach the top of the roller coaster and you feel really anxious in your chest area. Looking back ,I have no experience resembling what happened yesterday. I just couldn't stop thinking about her, which is also something experienced which I've not experienced in a long long time.
It was I who did the spell on her, and so why am I feeling what I presume she should be feeling.? It does it mean something different ? I have no idea. The feeling overwhelmed me completely.
And no she's not a jew. She has no such facial features. The anxious roller coaster type feeling in the chest area isn't something I've ever felt outside of an amusement park and certainly not while doing a spell on a girl. Is this some kind of occult phenomenon happening of which I'm not aware of ?