The tests of faith: my experience

[Amalek]

"Father Satan has given me tests; tests of my faith. I didn't know it at the time, but I passed these tests and my faith is stronger than ever before. For me, these tests involved playing upon fears. At the time, I was afraid, but I continued on, regardless. I chose to have faith in Satan, no matter what."
-HPS Maxine

Hi brothers and sisters! I would like to share my experience of how my faith and loyalty has been tested by Father Satan.
One of the most notable experiences was a dream(it was one of those hyper realistic conscious dreams which you could not distinguish from reality but you still have control over your decisions). I dreamt I was in the middle of a field and that I am quickly being surrounded by roughly 5 massive scary looking void black dogs. The fear and desperation I felt were primal and raw like I have never felt before and I quickly accepted the fact that death is inevitable now and there is nothing to do and nowhere to run. Having realised that this is the end and being filled by pure desperation I did the only thing I could do and I fell to my knees and prayed to Father Satan as hard as I could. I did not even finish calling Father Satan's name because I awoke from the dream.
I genuinely feel like all the emotion I felt was authentic despite it being just a dream.

I thinks that tests such as these have the purpose of showing one's true nature and faith on a deep subconscious or soul level because when you put a person in a life or death or a somehow desperate situation the essence of their beliefs and who they are shows in an unfiltered raw way.
For example a freshly initiated SS that has been very heavily indoctrinated their entire life with xianity that goes though a desperate event that strips them down to their instinct may unfortunately pray to jewsus instead of Father Satan because that person has not deprogrammed from xianity yet.

Feel free to share your experience.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!!!!

 

[Sarjam05]

"Father Satan has given me tests; tests of my faith. I didn't know it at the time, but I passed these tests and my faith is stronger than ever before. For me, these tests involved playing upon fears. At the time, I was afraid, but I continued on, regardless. I chose to have faith in Satan, no matter what."
-HPS Maxine

Hi brothers and sisters! I would like to share my experience of how my faith and loyalty has been tested by Father Satan.
One of the most notable experiences was a dream(it was one of those hyper realistic conscious dreams which you could not distinguish from reality but you still have control over your decisions). I dreamt I was in the middle of a field and that I am quickly being surrounded by roughly 5 massive scary looking void black dogs. The fear and desperation I felt were primal and raw like I have never felt before and I quickly accepted the fact that death is inevitable now and there is nothing to do and nowhere to run. Having realised that this is the end and being filled by pure desperation I did the only thing I could do and I fell to my knees and prayed to Father Satan as hard as I could. I did not even finish calling Father Satan's name because I awoke from the dream.
I genuinely feel like all the emotion I felt was authentic despite it being just a dream.

I thinks that tests such as these have the purpose of showing one's true nature and faith on a deep subconscious or soul level because when you put a person in a life or death or a somehow desperate situation the essence of their beliefs and who they are shows in an unfiltered raw way.
For example a freshly initiated SS that has been very heavily indoctrinated their entire life with xianity that goes though a desperate event that strips them down to their instinct may unfortunately pray to jewsus instead of Father Satan because that person has not deprogrammed from xianity yet.

Feel free to share your experience.

HAIL SATAN FOREVER!!!!

This is very true. The importance of this thread cannot be overemphasized. It is during the toughest of times that our true dedication to father Satan shows. One of the greatest emotions in life is that of death or the fear or mystery of death. It's something no one really knows about. We only have "faith" in our beliefs of what happens to us after death.
The fear of hell fire and torment can make a newbie or even an unadorned old member to run back to the stupid and foolish nazarene during very highly intense panic. The individual may realize the error after things have become calm or after he survives such experience. The individual may feel shame or my feel anger. Anger at himself or at the Gods or at the vile nazarene. All these are outlets of a conflation of mixed and complex emotions.
This is why the dedication by blood is very important and helpful. Like HPS Maxine said "many of us had to go against all that we have ever stood for". The dedication is a very huge psychological tool to stand against the fear of the Jewish evil mysticism. The amount of mental and emotional power and bold defiance put into the dedication makes Father Satan and his demons treat us a little bit more special than those who are here or with us but undedicated. So I advise everyone here who is truly interested in Father to dedicate. I was really scared during my own initiation but when I look at the love and protection and support and goodies I get to enjoy all by signing my name in blood dedicated to Father who is the most loving and most compassionate of all Gods. I dedicated. I actually dedicated out of anger. Anger at the world and the system. A friend provoked me that day and I am happy he did. He provoked me to do the dedication just so I can have power to curse him and end all the manipulation I have suffered due to my naivety.
When the throes and fear of death takes or comes upon you suddenly... remember that Father Satan is always with you and his demons would guide and watch over you and even if death is the result Father would be there with love and open arms to take your soul to enjoy the bliss of hell.
Hail Astarte!!!!
Hail Azazel!!!!
Hail Baalzebulb!!!
Hail Father Satan!!!
Hail all demons of Hell!!!!

 

[SeguaceDiSatana]

Wow, I too have had similar nightmares in the past. It happened to me a few times and every single time I called Satan in the dream of saving me and the bad dream stopped, it came spontaneously to me because my subconscious was projected towards Satan and therefore I dreamed of calling him. He is like a loving father who wakes up his little son because he is agitated while sleeping due to bad dreams.
Throughout my life I have always shown utmost love and loyalty to Satan no matter how much crap life threw at me, I NEVER lost faith and kept on fighting.
I have always gotten up from the pain and the pain itself rather than being a handicap, it spurred me to improve myself.
And I know that Satan guided me throughout my growth.
Hail Satan!