darkmonkey666
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Usthepeople666 said:Adhiti666 said:Usthepeople666 said:Does this include attacks on SS?
I have some questions though. Lately I have been getting attacked a lot. And I am too scared to meditate more than an hour thinking it would be overdoing. But even without it the attacks keep happening. When we say " we are protected?" what exactly are we talking about? I had an Astral entity sitting on top of me a few months back , and loads and loads of "attacks"(maybe, because seeing what lots of people post on here, maybe I am not able to understand if any of these are real attacks). Even after fuck loads of shit breaking out . Hearing your water is gonna go up and wake up next day to find the water cooler not working and lots of shit of the same nature. Honestly, the only thing that keeps me going rn is me wanting to stop/prevent of what happened with me.These "attacks" have made me lose all confidence and just destroyed my life as a whole.
Everyday feels like a decision of wanting to fight or not ( maybe this can give a depressive tone) but I dont really know.
It makes me question if progressing is a good thing after all. Seeing mosques or churches gets me a strange feeling on my spine when I think about everything that they have done by killing people in general.
I am not really saying I have lost stability or paranoid to say as am I still doing really good in studies, Uni, got a great Gpa , etc and just come off as a calm person overall. But lately I have been feeling strange energy at times and that just makes me really sad.
At this point I am not sure if I am asking for help or validation of these being attacks for real.
But maybe the second part can answer some questions as I have been called neurotic by Astral Entities too. And the thing is I dont astral project or anything . Its just like sitting in my room as seeing one , I mean I do call out for help and get help too from Satan but it just feels a lost cause for me.
Loud noises get me really irritated after the " this is our Earth" ( Got woken up in sleep with a current of sort to look out of the window and see lights and hear this voice)episode, which all I try to forget but I dont really know now of what I should do.
And then again once while I was lying down got hit by a thoughtform of sort and heard virgin mary and that week was full of seeing jesus or virgin mary.
I have been called a strong person most of my life but now I just dont feel like that anymore. I guess the war does take a toll or maybe I am delusional ( Sorry english not being my first language , I seem to struggle a lot in interpreting what things actually mean).
Before I didnt even know how attacks took place and ended up posting " I know Satan is the real god but I want to change to jewsus" when my entire family has no roots to the 3 enemy religions whatsoever. ( Fully pagan " though dont really know how to use the vril" family). ( I am glad that the post I am referring to didnt get accepted and maybe the people on higher levels than me can easily see through whats really going on here).
Its like I see people in poverty and immediately think about the enemy and get really angry(sad) and end up with fuck load of curses.
Also a question -
Even when I wasnt spamming rather sticking to 1/2 why did my life keep getting worse with attacks? I do understand the if someone does damage they get attacked, to think about it I am one individual ( though I have an aptitude for black magick as it states in my natal chart) and I do go all in with the curses ( during the RTR). But to think about it, it was just 1 or 2 a day.
Also lol, I seriously want a drink , but I am too scared to have one after seeing what happened to a fellow member who played around with drugs. Then does a drink like once spoil me up? There are so many things that have happened and I dont know how I will ever be able to explain it to anyone. ( And while focusing on Satan Sigil I get very emotional and just stop talking to the point it has now just become a one way communication).
Thank you for reading. Avoiding this would be fine too. ( Or not allowing it to get posted ).
Believe me, I understand all this.
This probably means that, for one part, your attacks (RTR) are being effective and they are freaking out, and, on the other part, that your AoP is seriously not strong enough. Also, I would say you are not doing enough to defend yourself.
I also used to think that I could just meditate and do a couple of RTR and keep living normally, so to speak. But it doesn't work like that it seems.
When you grow yourself spiritually and, plus, you do RTR, you call a lot of attention upon yourself.
I actually felt that today. They sort of go nuts and be like "you can't do that!", "stop it!" and stuff like that..
When I say "they", I mean whatever evil entities are lurking around that do the kind of stuff you are describing.
And yes, they don't want you meditating or doing RTR anymore, so they start playing with your mind, sending you images to make you doubt, trying to get into you, to put it in some way.
I used to hear stuff about jewsus, see the virgin mary and I once woke up hearing a xian song. All really annoying.
Something tried to choke me once... Or maybe more, as I felt its intention.
I also had problems with water supply in my apartment, when everything was fine before. And the electricity went out for a couple of days. But all those things were external, I felt safe inside, because I had finally banished and energetically cleansed that place.
And just when I was feeling great about that, I had to move because of economic reasons. To a house with negative energy and control freaks, but I am sort of dealing with that, I hope.
Just understand it's all from the enemy and they are doing it because they are more and more powerless each day that passes.
You are a threat to them. A potential big enemy to them. Thus they just want to make your life impossible.
And if you always felt "strong", the more so. Because you are strong and they just want to make you feel you aren't, so that you won't be able to recognize your own power and, thus, make you unable to use it fully.
So, if you have all those problems and they are affecting you in that way, I think you would have to do something extra.
I won't say you aren't doing the basics like AoP (I'll guess you probably are, yesss), but more like you need more of it. Maybe find a stronger way of AoP. Also, strengthen your mind so they can't get into it.
Use VINASSA to banish the entities when you can.
Invoke and evoke blue satanic fire to clean yourself and the place you live in, and program it to destroy enemy energies.
Use the freeing of the soul meditation. The 6th of August will be a good day for that.
Do a banishment ritual, if you think it will help. Just to make them understand they can't just lurk around freely in your place of living.
You will probably need more spiritual energy too. Anyway, just do what you can to solve your problems without burnout.
Attacks are real, entities are real, churches and mosques feel like crap and like evil machines. Even non SS confirm me this.
And you are protected because it could all be much worse. But you have to do more on your part.
And if you think you are in a bad situation, I used to think I was going to die from anguish or something. Also, those entities like to cause depression and give you suicidal thoughts.
Whatever, I get you. I just clinged to Satan and respected my past self, who had decided this was the true path. You are welcome to do the same... And more AoP.
Also, you are not a lost cause and I also get emotional towards Satan's Sigil.
This was long, but I hope it helps.
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PS: I am new in the forums, but have been a lurker since some 4 years, so...
Hi! Nice to be here!
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Hail Satan
I too am having tough living conditions rn.
After reading what you wrote I feel awesome now. Thank you
I kind of do the stupid math when I feel really sad.
Its like if thousand years is equal to a season
then 20 years will be =?
Kind of stupid math, roll out laughing and begin again.
This honestly was just me venting out for the people who I talk to sometimes and lose me mind and start talking this way to myself . Then is all this unreal, kind of thingy . And high air element really just makes me go so deep into it that I start doubting everything.
I just moved too and the people I live with seriously dont belive in God as a being rather energy and the all gods are one bullcrap.
And looking at the world in general makes me think about stuff as how are these people alive without any meditation, what do they do when they feel drained, how brainwashed can someone be? I literally enter a mudslime area and the communistic aspect just kills me, but they are still happy ? Dont they realise what they are doing?
I literally feel like screaming to the idiots " Dont You See?". You guys are working 12 houra a day to live 12 people in a 2/3 bedroom house.
And just really go into the self questioning of what if everything is unreal? What if I am just an idiot repeatedly doing the same thing over and over?
What if all this doesnt makes any sense? Kind of thing and end up with the venting out I did above.
I have literally been in a attack and screamed SR or Gentile but seeing the reality of the situation is what really messes me up.
So you dont really have to worry if you see one more of this sort from me on here , its really just venting out.
Hope your situation gets better.
Dont worry about things too much. 20 years now its 19 years is nothing. Also you dont end up spending the whole 19 years totally alone or any of that. Most of us will have someone within let's say 5 years to do things with if that at the rate things are going. That really is nothing and will mean even if a lot of people dont wake up it wont be as hard to deal with. Honestly this isnt hard at all. Just keep doing your duty and doing the rtr as much as you can and meditate and also be sure to actually enjoy something in life a little even if it's just going to a park and walking in nature. This isnt hard. Think of how much some of us have already dealt with. It only seems like it is hard at the moment but see the bigger picture if you can not just the little details. We have 10 years if not probably much less that the enemy will actually be here. We will soon start fixing things. There is a lot to look forward too. This is what everyone should think.
So when your doing this warfare stuff do it with that in mind and the more you do the less the enemy is around everything adds up. Everything will be fine for us as Satanists we have the Gods.
I know me personally I have not been alone for awhile totally I had someone I could talk to about Spiritual things and such and you all will soon enough too.
Well anyways I can tell our side took over with the energy maybe by a lot. So we will be fine.
My girlfriend is seriously considering dedicating now and has been very different acting, more aware not interested in more popular things anymore, noticing stuff more like how negative the lyrics of music these days is vs the 90s and how bad video games got etc. Earlier this year she was watching tv most of her free time and not listening to a word I say paying attention to all sorts of popular stuff etc.
So I know these rituals are working for this reason.
But anyways back to this 19 years is nothing compared to the thousands of years some of us dealt with the enemy who were around for a long time. Within 10 it will all be over mostly this war at least on the surface of this planet.
So it's worth it give it your all and dont give up. At some point very soon likely your going to see something or someone that makes you very hopeful like what happened here with me and also another thing the other day they were talking about yoga and meditation on the radio when I was in a store. I saw sanskrit writing on a sign (that was weird I dont want to share the pic though because its very near where I live and has location identifying info in it) the other day also I stopped to get a drink at this drive Thru and the lady that was there had a very strongly positive energy felt like she meditated. These are all signs that we are winning to me.
So I am hopeful for this reason.
Yeah when it comes to my parents and family they are still strongly xtian. Yes there still is xtian people around and churches (but they are mostly closed right now anyways) but give it a few months or a year or two some will start to wake up. Have hope. Not everyone is going to wake up even the Gods know that. Not everyone will be saved or any of that. This never was the goal anyways. But enough people will wake up that we can take over and win the Gods will make sure of this. Plus we have at least 5 to 10 percent of the world being old souls if not a little more think about it if all these people come to Satan (they are way more likely too) we can win totally.
There is a lot of reason to be hopeful.
So think about all this 19 years is nothing we have this just keep doing what we are doing and maybe even do a little more we will be ok.